Hmm... weird, Futurama, which is one of my favorite shows, has showed up under the text bar as an auto fill in. Well, maybe not weird, it seems lately all of my thoughts, actions, and headaches seem to come from the future, though not one filled with brain damaged red heads and one eyed pilots.
Why does the future always seem so far away, yet somehow sneak up on us, like getting pushed into a cryogenic freezer? I'm leaving my job at the Air National Guard base as a comm/nav avionics tech to live with my soon-to-be husbund in Kadena, Japan. I'm leaving my entire life, and to be honest, I never been more scared in my life.
I wonder, does every married couple feel this way at first?
I love Jasen to death (well, more specifically, do death do us part) Yet I feel my pulse quickening, my palms sweating, and my stomach churning when I think about the future. I'm so excited, but so scared.
I have nothing left in Maryland, I'm only a traditional guardsmen, I only have a few friends, and I'm at ends with my family, there really is nothing holding me back.
except for the stigma of being a "non-working spouse"
Never in a million years did I think this would ever happen, I am becoming a stay at home wife. Granted I will be going to college full time... maybe that makes up for the lack of ambition.
Well, more to update tomorrow.
